
What is a yoga journey? Hmmm??? Well….to me it mirrors my journey of life. Everything I practice on my mat I can relate back to my life. Some days I am frustrated and feel badly about my lack of flexibility. However I am able to quickly rid myself of these negative thoughts. I recognize that if I were more flexible in a pose that it would not make me more peaceful, calm, kind or any of the things I strive to be better at in my life. What it would do would make me LOOK better in a pose and that would feed my Ego and thus I would feel proud. But this is an example of an Ego driven attachment and it would not satisfy me for long…. I realize that such “mind chatter” is a distraction from a greater truth.
When something or someone makes you feel really good or really bad you should consider a few things. First consider how your attachment to this person/thing effects your emotional well-being. Do you want to be dependent on someone or something to make you feel a certain way? Would it be nice if that person/thing came and went and your emotional well-being was still present, calm and radiant peace? It is OK to have people/things in your life that bring you joy and peace, but do not become attached to them. For they represent our ego driven attachments, and they will never satisfy us. We will always, search for more and suck the life out of what is.
What do you want?? Close your eyes and pretend your wish came true. Now how do you feel? Your life may LOOK different, but your feelings, and soul, will remain the same. In the end, it is peace that we are all searching for. It is the knowing that we are all one. We do not look toward others/things to fill us up, for we recognize that they exist already within us.
Next time you feel your ego is getting in the way of your practise on the mat; take a deep breath, fill up your lungs, and exhale. Let go of the mind chatter. On your next breath, dare to go deeper within and beyond the distraction of ego. Journey on to your place of peace…….
Namaste’
Shelley
OK..picture this; you are practicing yoga in a beautiful setting away from all that is stressful. Smell the scent of lavender and listen to the sounds of nature that surround you. Now imagine how relaxed and peaceful you might feel. You feeling it? 

